Have you ever looked at yourself and quietly wondered, “What is wrong with me?”

In this episode of Unspoken with aggie park, i sit down with Caitlin Childs for a real and honest conversation about shame, identity, people-pleasing, boundaries, and what happens when you finally stop becoming who people want you to be.

Caitlin shares how she grew up feeling different, not enough, and convinced that something about her needed to be fixed. She followed the rules. She tried to be “right.” She tried to be accepted. But religious performance could not heal what only Jesus could touch.

We talk about the quiet ones, the loud ones, the creative ones, the emotional ones, the misunderstood ones — and the ones who learned to shape-shift just to keep people close.

But here is the hard truth: some people do not love the real you.

They love the version of you that stays small, easy, silent, convenient, and controllable.

And that is not love.
That is access.

This episode is for the one who is tired of fake peace, fake love, and relationships that only work when you abandon yourself.

Because sometimes healing looks like disappointing people.
Sometimes obedience looks like boundaries.
Sometimes freedom looks like being misunderstood.
And sometimes the version of you they reject is the very version God is restoring.

You do not have to shrink to be loved.
You do not have to perform to belong.
You do not have to keep living dim because someone else is uncomfortable with the way God made you shine.

If this episode encouraged you, please follow, rate, and share the podcast with someone who needs to hear it. It helps these raw, honest stories reach more people who may be quietly walking through the same struggles and need to be reminded they are not alone — and that Jesus is still healing, restoring, and redeeming.

And if you have a prayer request, you can send it to me. i would truly be honored to pray with you.

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In this episode of Unspoken with aggie park, i sit down with Dr. Hartford Dawson for a conversation that is raw, powerful, emotional, and such a deep reminder that God never wastes pain.

Dr. Dawson went on a mission trip to Ghana, and what he saw there broke his heart.

Children were sick, crying, lying on the floor, and suffering with little to no access to medical care. No relief. No hospital nearby. No one able to give them the help they desperately needed.

But when he came back to New York, life got busy. Work, responsibilities, survival, and all the everyday things we all understand. Slowly, the burden got buried.

Until one day, Dr. Dawson found himself critically sick in the ICU. And in that place, God reminded him of the pain those children in Ghana were experiencing every single day.

Then God gave him what sounded like an impossible assignment:

Build them a hospital.

No clear plan. No funding. No easy path. Just a calling from God.

What followed was 12 years of sacrifice, tears, betrayal, prayer, fasting, perseverance, hard work, faith, and obedience. And today, by the grace of God, the first children’s hospital in Eastern Ghana has been completed and is now serving children and families who desperately need medical care.

This episode is for the person who feels called to something bigger than themselves but feels tired, delayed, unseen, unqualified, or discouraged.

Please don’t quit.

No matter how hard it gets.
No matter who does not believe in you.
No matter how impossible it feels.
No matter how long it takes.

If Jesus called you to it, He will be faithful to walk with you through it in His perfect timing and His perfect way.

Dr. Dawson’s story is proof that when God gives you a burden you cannot shake, a vision bigger than you, and the grace to keep going when nothing looks possible… He can take one impossible whisper, stretch it through years of obedience, and turn one surrendered yes into something that brings healing, hope, and life to generations.

This week’s encouragement:

Ask God honestly, “LORD, what are the seemingly impossible things You want to display Your power, grace, and glory through in my life?”

Be bold in your prayers. There is absolutely nothing our God cannot do.

But also pray that He keeps your heart pure and humble before Him, so that whatever He builds through you will always point back to Him.

If this episode encouraged you, please share it with someone who needs to be reminded that their pain is not wasted, their calling still matters, and God can build something beautiful through one surrendered yes.

And i would love to hear from you — what part of Dr. Dawson’s story challenged your faith the most? Comment, message me, or share this episode with someone who is trying to keep going in the middle of a long obedience.

Connect with Dr. Hartford Dawson

Love Without Walls: https://lovewithoutwalls.org/
Book: Apple to the Stone: Strategies From a Goliath Killer Framework
https://www.amazon.com/Apple-Stone-Strategies-Goliath-Killer-Framework/dp/B0FPPC51JP

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In this powerful testimony on Unspoken with aggie park, Tia Weisinger opens up about the deep ache of not feeling good enough — and how that wound followed her through toxic relationships, abusive relationships, and five different marriages.

Tia shares how shame, rejection, and brokenness made her believe no one else could truly love her… and eventually, she entered a relationship with a woman because she thought a woman couldn’t hurt her the way men had.

But what she found is something so many of us quietly discover: no human love can heal the wound only Jesus can touch.

This conversation is raw, honest, tender, and full of grace. Tia’s story is such a powerful reminder that there is no pain too deep, no shame too heavy, no past too messy, and no heart too broken for Jesus to heal.

If you have ever stayed somewhere that was breaking you because you didn’t believe you deserved better, this episode will meet you in a really honest place.

Listen now to Tia Weisinger’s powerful testimony on Unspoken with aggie park.

And if this touched a place in your heart you’re still learning to surrender, comment “still healing” — let’s pray and walk the healing journey together. 🤍

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Have you ever had one of those days where you wake up already feeling behind?

That was me.

i was sick, exhausted, and woke up at 1:15 PM — which honestly was a new record 😅

i had a whole to-do list waiting for me. Things i needed to do. Things i wanted to do. Things i thought i needed to do for God on that day.

And i did none of it.

Not one thing.

That’s when the lies got loud.

“You’re useless.”“You’re worthless.”“You didn’t accomplish anything today.”

But God.

In the most random, mundane, only-God kind of way, He met me through an Amazon customer service call.

A bling notebook and bling pen i was waiting for didn’t show up — and yes, bling cheers me up a little — so i called Amazon. But somehow, down to the millisecond, God connected me to Nicholas.

And Nicholas turned out to be my brother in Christ.

What started as a frustrating Amazon call became a holy moment. We talked about Jesus. We encouraged each other. We prayed together.

Then he said something that went straight against the lie the enemy had whispered earlier:

“You are for sure a child of God.”

The exact identity the enemy attacked… God reaffirmed through a stranger on an Amazon call.

Only God could use a missing bling notebook & pen to remind me who i am 😅✨

In this episode, we’re talking about the lie that our worth is tied to productivity, performance, accomplishments, ministry, or how much we “do” for Jesus.

Because the truth is:

You are not valuable because of what you accomplished today.You are valuable because you belong to God.

And maybe the days we think we “did nothing” are still full of holy moments we couldn’t have planned.

Reflection for your heart:

What lie do i believe about myself when i don’t accomplish anything? What truth does God say about me instead?

Who is The Holy Spirit asking me to encourage today?

Because sometimes loving God and loving people looks less like checking off a list…

and more like letting God interrupt your ordinary day with eternity.

You are not useless.You are not worthless.You are not behind in God’s eyes.You are His child.

And that truth still stands, even when your to-do list doesn’t.

If this encouraged you in any way, comment “i am who He says i am” so i can pray for you 💛

And tell me — what is one lie you need God to replace with truth today?

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In this episode of Unspoken with aggie park, i sit down with my sister Laneice for a raw and tender conversation about childhood pain, domestic violence, low self-worth, suicidal thoughts, identity, healing, and the redeeming love of Jesus.

Laneice shares how pain entered her life way too early, how silence became survival, and how those wounds followed her into adulthood. We talk about the painful ways trauma can shape how we see love, how we see ourselves, and what we think we deserve.

But more than anything, this conversation is about hope.Laneice is still here. She is still fighting. She is still choosing healing. And God is helping her remember who she really is in Christ — loved, chosen, worthy, and not defined by what happened to her. 

If you’ve ever felt worthless, stuck, ashamed, or too broken to be restored, this episode is for you. Jesus can meet you right in the middle of the pain, break cycles, restore your voice, and remind you that your story is not over.

If this episode encourages you, share it with someone who needs hope today.

And this week, i want to challenge you: share your story with at least one person. It doesn’t have to be perfect or polished. Just be honest, and trust that God can use your testimony to plant seeds in someone’s life.

Your story matters. Your voice matters. And what God healed in you may be the very thing He uses to help set someone else free.

If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, please don’t fight alone. Reach out to someone you trust, a pastor, counselor, or crisis line. You are not a burden. Your life is worth fighting for!

Connect with Laneice

Free Gift: https://mailchi.mp/14e76794990d/7-day-journal⁠

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/LaneiceLeads

⁠Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mzlaneice/⁠

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In this episode, i’m sharing something very raw and personal...a moment where the enemy attacked my mind so hard that i spiraled into shame, worthlessness, abandonment wounds, suicidal thoughts and self-harm.

i want to be honest because healing in Christ is not always cute, clean, or instant. Sometimes you can know The Word, love Jesus, be doing the work, and still find yourself in a battle that feels too heavy to carry. You are not alone in this my friend.

But this episode is not just about the attack. It is about the kindness and power of Jesus in the middle of it.

Even in my darkest moment, The Holy Spirit helped me put the knife down and run to God, even when all i had were tears. And the next day, Jesus reminded me that He already saw the ugliest, most broken parts of me yet He still chose the cross for me...and for you.

i talk about spiritual warfare, identity in Christ, deliverance prayer, hidden idols, suicidal thoughts, self-harm and why the enemy often attacks hardest when God is moving powerfully.

If you have ever felt abandoned, unloved, useless, or like your life does not matter, this episode is for you.

You are not your worst moment.

You are not the lies in your head.

Jesus can make all things new!

And that is THE TRUTH.

If you are struggling with thoughts of harming yourself right now, please call or text 988 in the U.S. or Canada for immediate support and if you are outside the U.S. or Canada, please click here for immediate help:

https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/

i would love to pray with you and walk this season together. You can message me at [email protected] or on instagram:

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You are loved, you are wanted, you have a beautiful & powerful purpose and your story is far from over.

Songs mentioned:

The truth by Megan Woods:

https://youtu.be/85I6HI2E4AA?si=oOYJVxLuKAtJABTg

Any More by CAIN:

https://youtu.be/qnqWwE8zJBQ?si=90PbmFGtY1usrHrI

In this raw, real, and deeply honest conversation, aggie sits down with Taylor Williams to talk about how narcissistic and controlling relationships can quietly distort your identity. If you have ever found yourself shrinking, overthinking, people-pleasing, or feeling like you lost your voice, this episode is for you.

Together, we unpack how trauma can reshape the way you see yourself, why survival patterns can linger long after the relationship ends, and what healing looks like when you begin rebuilding your true identity in truth, freedom, and God’s love.

In This Episode

• How narcissistic relationships distort identity
• Why shrinking, overthinking, and people-pleasing become survival patterns
• How EMDR can help process trauma
• What it looks like to find your voice again
• How to rebuild your true identity after narcissistic abuse

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Website: www.trinitytraumatherapy.com/

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If this episode spoke to you and you need prayer, support, or someone to walk alongside you, please feel free to reach out to me or Taylor. We would truly be honored to pray for you and support you.

If this episode encouraged you
Please share it with someone who may need language, clarity, and hope for what they are walking through.

It would mean so much if you took a moment to rate the podcast, leave a comment, and follow [un]spoken voices. Those simple actions help more people discover the show and carry this message of healing, truth, and hope to the hearts of those who may be silently walking through the same kind of pain.

What hidden identity is driving your anxiety, addiction, binge eating, and self-sabotage?

In this honest episode of Unspoken with aggie park, Jonathan McLernon shares how trauma, betrayal, PTSD, and years of destructive patterns shaped the way he saw himself—and how real healing began when he stopped only addressing behavior and started confronting identity at the root.

aggie and Jonathan talk about trauma, eating disorders, anxiety, emotional binge eating, addiction recovery, neuroscience, identity, and healing. They unpack why people return to familiar pain, how shame keeps cycles alive, and what it looks like to rebuild from truth instead of fear.

If you are tired of trying harder and still feeling stuck, this episode will give you language, clarity, and hope for the deeper healing your heart has been longing for.

If this episode encouraged you, share it with someone who may need hope and language for what they have been carrying.And if you need prayer or support, you do not have to carry it alone. Connect with me or Jonathan here:

Links:
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www.neuronewhealth.com
jonathanmclernon.substack.com Instagram: @coachjonunfiltered

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Sometimes what feels like loss is actually Jesus making room for growth.

In this episode, i share a deeply personal story about friendship, abandonment, and the unexpected freedom that came when God removed certain people from my life during one of the hardest seasons me and my husband are facing.

At the time it felt like rejection.
But looking back, i realized something deeper was happening.

Jesus was protecting my heart, my joy, and the calling He placed on my life.

Because the truth is, not everyone is meant to walk with you into the next season God has prepared for you.

Through the powerful story in the Gospels of the four friends who carried a paralyzed man to Jesus, this episode asks a question we all need to wrestle with:

Is your circle carrying you closer to Jesus… or keeping you stuck on the mat?

The people around us matter more than we often realize.
They can strengthen our faith, sharpen our purpose, and lift us toward Christ… or quietly keep us small.

If you’ve ever experienced the pain of losing friendships, being misunderstood, or watching people walk away during difficult seasons, i hope this episode reminds you of something important:

Sometimes when Jesus removes people, it isn’t rejection.
It’s loving pruning so you can grow into the person He created you to be.

And i don’t want this to just be a podcast where you listen and move on.
i want this to be a community.

A place where we can be honest about our struggles, encourage each other, and help carry one another closer to Jesus.

If this episode spoke to you, leave a comment and share your thoughts or prayer requests.
Let’s pray for each other and walk this journey together.

You can also connect with me on Instagram so we can support and pray for one another as a community.

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"He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit He prunes so that it will be even more fruitful." John 15:2

Welcome or welcome back to Unspoken with aggie park.

This episode is not polished. It’s not the “and now everything’s perfect” testimony. It’s redemption in real time.

Miranda has walked through drug addiction, sexual trauma, homelessness, prison, church hurt, and shame. She’s lost everything more than once. She’s done things she’s not proud of.

But she’s still here. Still surrendered.

And here’s what makes this even more real — when we recorded this, she told me she was in one of her lowest mental states. She even considered checking herself into a facility.

She loves Jesus. She leads a ministry. And she still struggles.

Because following Jesus doesn’t mean you never battle your mind — it means you don’t battle it alone.

We also talked about something so many of us wrestle with: as perfectionists, high-achievers, ministry lovers… how easy it is to attach our worth to our work. The heart to serve Jesus is right — but where is the balance?

If you’ve ever felt exhausted, overcommitted, or secretly spiraling while still showing up strong… this conversation is for you.

You cannot out-sin the mercy of Jesus.
And you cannot out-struggle His grace.

If this is you, welcome to the conversation. Drop a comment, share this episode, or message us if you need prayer or someone to talk to.

You are not alone. 🤍🔥

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