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In this deeply personal episode, I begin to unpack my story growing up in the IBLP (Institute in Basic Life Principles), founded by Bill Gothard. This isn’t just about a high-control religious group—it’s about how fear-based faith shaped every part of my life: from how I dressed, to how I thought, to how I viewed God. I share the silent pressures, the rigid rules, and how leaving the system didn’t immediately bring freedom—it brought questions, confusion, and the beginning of healing.
By Stephanie EvansIn this deeply personal episode, I begin to unpack my story growing up in the IBLP (Institute in Basic Life Principles), founded by Bill Gothard. This isn’t just about a high-control religious group—it’s about how fear-based faith shaped every part of my life: from how I dressed, to how I thought, to how I viewed God. I share the silent pressures, the rigid rules, and how leaving the system didn’t immediately bring freedom—it brought questions, confusion, and the beginning of healing.