Probably going to delete this later. I ghosted my therapist, but thought you should know.
 
--
 TW -
This podcast contains sensitive topics (most times) please read the trigger warning list for this episode before listening:

• this episode is listener friendly

--
 
 Unyarned Episode Guide 

• incase you forget who is who, or what happened when.

--

Join The List 

• get each week's journal prompts, more insights, and secret stories.

My laptop had spyware which freaked me out. I quit a job that I should have left awhile ago, but you know, "abandonment issues". This led to a conversation around my money mentality where I learned the 7 money personalities.  I use to be a compulsive saver and am now the compulsive money maker.  
 
--
 TW -
This podcast contains sensitive topics (most times) please read the trigger warning list for this episode before listening:

• this episode is listener friendly

--
 
 Unyarned Episode Guide 

• incase you forget who is who, or what happened when.

--

Join The List 

• get each week's journal prompts, more insights, and secret stories.

I was followed by a man in the park which brings up a lot of other abuse scenarios. This was a hard episode to share.
 
--
 TW -
This podcast contains sensitive topics (most times) please read the trigger warning list for this episode before listening:

• this episode contains physical and sexual abuse scenarios.

--
 
 Unyarned Episode Guide 

• incase you forget who is who, or what happened when.

--

Join The List 

• get each week's journal prompts, more insights, and secret stories.

I have a man in my life who texts me every single time I am about to experience a breakup.  It's a sign.  Which led me to believe breaking up with Teja was the right decision and not actually rooted in trauma.  My therapist asks me to take a step-back and reflect on my break-up with Ithan which led to a wild weekend in Chicago and purchasing a break-up puppy.  We also talk about what a healthy breakup may look like in the future.
 
--
 TW -
This podcast contains sensitive topics (most times) please read the trigger warning list for this episode before listening:

• this episode is listener friendly

--
 
 Unyarned Episode Guide 

• incase you forget who is who, or what happened when.

--

Join The List 

• get each week's journal prompts, more insights, and secret stories.

I was a little hesitant to tell my therapist about my mushroom trips I mean, I talked to my dog, a purple circle of intelligence, and my dead grandma, but he was open to the discussion, so I did. We also discuss how I went from being strictly against marijuana to relying on it. My therapist tells me about a novel, Untethered Soul by Michael Singer and how it relates to my mushroom trip experience. We dig a little into my childhood adderall addiction that followed me into adulthood. And I realize my mind has not yet caught up to my current reality.

--
If you are experimenting with psychedelics, please do so in a safe environment with people you trust. 
--
 TW -
This podcast contains sensitive topics (most times) please read the trigger warning list for this episode before listening:

• this episode contains drug use

--
 
 Unyarned Episode Guide 

• incase you forget who is who, or what happened when.

--

Join The List 

• get each week's journal prompts, more insights, and secret stories.

I reflect on a long-time partner coming out to me after I had a dream about him hooking up with his best friend.  At the time, we discussed a mixed-orientation relationship, and living together for financial purposes. I explain how my best friend found him on grinder. And how obsessed with him my mom was. Me and my therapist also look at why it was a fear for Liam's, including his homophobic father.

--
 TW -
This podcast contains sensitive topics (most times) please read the trigger warning list for this episode before listening:

• this episode contains discussions and situations involving homophobia

--
 
 Unyarned Episode Guide 

• incase you forget who is who, or what happened when.

--

Join The List 

• get each week's journal prompts, more insights, and secret stories.

A man from my past that my psychic warned me about comes back, so of course, I tell my therapist. My therapist picks up on the fact that I often take on a mother role in life, we dig into my mother issues, how it impacts my  relationships today, and what I can do about it.

--
 TW -
This podcast contains sensitive topics (most times) please read the trigger warning list for this episode before listening:

• this episode is listener-friendly 

--
 
 Unyarned Episode Guide 

• incase you forget who is who, or what happened when.

--

Join The List 

• get each week's journal prompts, more insights, and secret stories.

When I am interested in someone, it's likely because they have taught me something. My therapist and me discuss sapiosexuality, and if it should be labelled as an orientation.  I explain what I think the difference is between intelligent and genius. My therapist asks me to imagine a tree and then explains what my tree represents.

--
 TW -
This podcast contains sensitive topics (most times) please read the trigger warning list for this episode before listening:

• this episode is listener-friendly

--
 
 Unyarned Episode Guide 

• incase you forget who is who, or what happened when.

--

Join The List 

• get each week's journal prompts, more insights, and secret stories.

I started driving again which leads to me telling my therapist about two serious car accidents I have been in.  I also detail how Teja met my parents. We take a look at my ex's old text messages which makes me realize that the only reason I even thought of going back was because I hit my head really hard.

--
 TW -
This podcast contains sensitive topics (most times) please read the trigger warning list for this episode before listening:

• vehicle accidents
• low detail suicide discussion

--
 
 Unyarned Episode Guide 

• incase you forget who is who, or what happened when.

--

Join The List 

• get each week's journal prompts, more insights, and secret stories.

An allergic reaction led to my biggest binging session in years. We discuss why I like to keep it semi-secretive. My relationship with food.  And action items to start healing.

--
 TW -
This podcast contains sensitive topics (most times) please read the trigger warning list for this episode before listening:

• eating disorders

--
 
 Unyarned Episode Guide 

• incase you forget who is who, or what happened when.

--

Join The List 

• get each week's journal prompts, more insights, and secret stories.