My take on passionately loving certain music that other people don't like and me feeling creeped out like it's not okay for me to like music that other people don't like, which is just some kind of weird wound and the tendency towards narcissistic traits in my family which may or may not be true, but some people in my family think that and I've been criticized for that and trying to figure out what is having higher self-esteem and healthy. It seems that I like to try to communicate clearly but really no matter what I say it usually gets misinterpreted by people so I'm just doing my best to express but maybe I should just stop trying to explain myself!? boundaries for myself.