In this episode I highlight a huge mental hurdle I am faced with in my upcoming meet. I talk about the Hybrid Miami meet. I go into the new women's weight class categories and additions as well as the professional Avenues and series many federations are starting to put out.

Please take the time to listen to Emmas journey in and out of powerlifting discussing tough decisions she has had to make throughout her lifting career and transitioning into a new sport due to injury.

Emmas IG: @Emma_thestallion

Emmas Baking IG: @wildflour_bakrie

In this episode I describe what I am going through mentally and how I am coping with it without relapsing on my eating disorder. I also use comedy to highlight that life can be taken lightly if you want it to by telling person stories of funny times at my expense.

Sex Work is work! SW is something that is becoming more prevalent in todays world with the mainstream websites and the covid economy pushing people to make additional income. There are many misconceptions of what sex work actually is. In this episode I interview a full time professional sex worker "Mrs. B" and she gives all of the ins and our of her world and the SW industry.

On this episode, I discuss some practical ways to help overcome gym and sport related anxiety and depression while staying focused on your goals.

On this brief episode I wanted to read the first chapter of the book I have been writing. I wanted to see how it sounds to a reader and hopefully get your feedback on what you think. I have been in a writing rutt and maybe this will bring my interest back to life!

Finally, its here. A podcast all about us! You all have been asking for this one for a while. We go into the good, bad and ugly of being husband and wife as well as business partners. We talk about what its like to be in an extreme sport (bodybuilding) and a relationship as well as transitioning roles in marriage and life. We answer questions taken from you all and of course, talk about sex!

I am back after a long break from podcasting! In this episode I speak from the position of the coach and the athlete. I go over what to expect and how to set up those expectations with a coach. I explain 5 reasons that an athlete can be "uncoachable" and 5 best practices from a coach to all athletes. I discuss shitty coaching and how to make the relationship with your coach the best it can be!

In this episode I go a little deeper into the dark side of Anabolic Steroids (AS) and their use. Talking about compounds, road rage, and what one should do before one would start their first cycle.I discuss some of my AS use. I discuss depression and post cycle effects of Anabolic Steroid use. I mention a book and couldn't recall the name while recording but I found it : "The female athletes introduction to Anabolic Steroids" By Victoria Long.

REAL. CANDID. ME. I reflect on everything since Coronacast part #1. George Floyd, virtue signaling, my relapse on my eating disorder, California re-opening, data, stats...many things with some humor sprinkled in-between. This is the most candid episode to date. It is not easy to talk about some of these things, white privlidge and my ED relapse, but guess what, I always keep it REAL AF. Hard or not.