This episode is about the struggle of waiting, for anyone or anything - meeting participants, doctors, test results etc.  My experience waiting before cancer surgery and all the waiting connected to it was most difficult. Since he admits being TERRIBLE at waiting, The Gospel Coalition's President Mark Vroegop wrote the book in this episode's picture. My own Pastor Jared Bryant suggested I acquire it and I did. I will share exactly how I felt about waiting before and during my battle with cancer and how what I read and experienced is shaping what I believe today.