Keep callin for the control of God or Good from all directions of heart,faith,trust,belief and wishes and prayer.Have your intent set on God controling love that he does not live your out there like a child in the streets in a garbage can.Left alone to die with out no one caring for you.Call on God to recieve you in heaven while alive not dead.What does God want to due with a dead body but to resurect it or raise it from the dead.