The war in Israel and Gaza — and the challenges of being a rabbi, a human, a Zionist right now. The struggles and the worries that are tearing away at all sides of my heart. What are the “right things” to be worried about? What does it mean for us to be part of a community in which people are worrying about different aspects of this war in different proportions? My personal wrestling — the pieces that are keeping me up at 3:00 in the morning.