For many years, I was a touring musician, performing live on stage every week.
But I didn’t like attending concerts.
I liked making music more than listening to music.
I felt I must be in the wrong line of work, creating something that I don’t consume.
I never reconciled this feeling.
Since then, I’ve met a:
vegetarian cattle farmer
masseuse that doesn’t enjoy receiving massage
elevator builder that lives in a single-story house
heart surgeon that has never needed heart surgery
We sweat salt water.
We cry salt water.
But we don’t drink salt water.
The comparisons are a nice reminder that we don’t have to take in what we put out.
I now feel reconciled that this is not a problem or a sign that we’re in the wrong line of work.