You're crushing it on paper. Your business is growing, your team respects you, people say all the right things about your leadership. But you're lying in bed at night feeling... empty. Like you're performing your own life instead of living it.

Sound familiar?

In this raw, unfiltered conversation, I share the moment I realized I wasn't just running a business—the business was running me. And I was becoming someone I didn't recognize.

This isn't about strategy or scaling. This is about the question nobody asks but everyone feels: What are you becoming through all of this leadership, building, and achieving?

If you've ever felt like you're wearing a mask that's gotten so comfortable you've forgotten your actual face, this episode is for you. Not as motivation or inspiration, but as a mirror. A moment to remember who you are beneath all the roles you play.

What we explore:

• The invisible cost of performing leadership instead of embodying it
• Why success can make you feel more lost, not less
• The moment I realized I was becoming someone I didn't like
• How to lead from who you actually are, not who you think you should be
• The daily practice of choosing who you're becoming

Perfect for: CEOs, founders, executives, team leaders, entrepreneurs, and anyone carrying the weight of leadership who's ready to stop performing their life and start living it.

Listen if: You've ever caught yourself thinking "Who is this person talking? This isn't me" or if you're successful by every metric but feel disconnected from yourself.

This conversation might change how you think about leadership forever. But more importantly, it might help you remember who you are.

🌀 Read the full reflection on Substack: 👉 https://sundeepmehra.substack.com

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