What Happens When You Stop Apologizing for Who You Are?

This week Gen sits down with Trinity Peterson — owner of Esoteria LLC, tarot reader of 31 years, registered behavioral technician, spiritual guide, and someone who recovers out loud so other people don't have to die in silence. What starts as a live tarot reading turns into one of the most wide-ranging, honest conversations this show has had.

They talk about reading cards intuitively, what pantheism actually means in practice, the divine feminine and masculine coming into union, and what it feels like to finally stop performing the version of yourself you thought you were supposed to be. They also talk about gray hairs, skincare routines neither of them stick to, the universe as sugar daddy, body image, sobriety, and astrology as the user guide you actually came with.

And then, at minute 58, Trinity mentions she died in 2021 and came back. Yeah. That's getting its own episode.

• [00:00] Welcome & Introducing Trinity Peterson
• [05:15] "The fog is finally lifting" — collective spiritual awakening
• [05:45] Live tarot reading for Trinity
• [07:10] Coming into union with yourself
• [08:30] Recovery, pantheism, and recovering out loud
• [11:00] All roads to LA — spiritual diversity
• [15:30] Fear of being seen & Trinity's YouTube origin story
• [18:30] Getting older, the bixie cut, and renegotiating the deal
• [22:00] Adding whimsy — goblets and dressing up for the girls
• [28:00] Being "intensely creative" and the art of unfinished things
• [38:00] The St. Simon's retreat: beach meditation, lunar manifestation, group soul retrieval
• [42:15] The hermit problem
• [46:15] Trinity's spiritual origin story
• [51:05] Astrology, transits, and why Gen built The Cosmic Brief
• [52:35] Chiron in Taurus — what's coming up for both of them
• [58:10] Trinity died in 2021 and came back
• [1:05:00] Body image, movement, chronic pain, and one-day-at-a-time
• [1:08:40] "This is more than a meat suit"
• [1:09:07] How to find Trinity

Find Trinity: YouTube — Esoteria LLC | Email — [email protected] | Website (coming soon) — esoteriallc.com

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