What I Know Now is not a lesson…. it’s a testimony.

In this episode, I tell the truth about who I was before healing, what pain taught me, and how God turned my deepest wounds into purpose. I speak honestly about surviving instead of living, loving from emptiness, staying where I knew better, and finally choosing myself without guilt.

This episode walks through childhood wounds, family patterns, unsafe relationships, therapy, boundaries, singleness, faith, and the quiet strength it takes to rebuild yourself from the inside out. It’s about losing people while healing, finding your voice after silence, and learning what real love looks like when God is at the center.

There are no filters here.
No rushed healing.
No pretending it didn’t hurt.

This is for anyone who has ever questioned their worth, stayed too long, loved too hard, or felt like they disappeared inside their own life. It’s for the woman who survived seasons she wasn’t prepared for — and still found her way back to herself.

Contrary to popular belief… healing isn’t pretty.
But it is holy.
And it is possible.