I really desire people loving me and needing me. I desire people wanting to help me make my dreams come true. I desire people wanting to help me manifest the life I want and desire and this is why the lord doesn’t want me to give up and give into the temptation I face as woman who loves the lord and loves that spirit is in me. And this is why I don’t deserve the things I want cause I’m the most annoying person on earth and I want to make people love and accept themselves. And this is why the lord doesn’t want me to give into temptation and this is why the lord wants me to acknowledge that i want to be rich and famous and successful and not deny and not feel bad for wanting and not feeling as if it’s far away because it’s not far away. It’s somewhere near my 3D. And this is why I need the Lord is in me and making me rich and famous and this is why I’m rich and famous and not caring how people accept me cause I accept myself.