I have always been big on telling the truth, being authentic and doing what is right when no one is looking. I have burned bridges, lied, hurt others and had to learn the hard way. Being kicked out four times, once for Diet Coke, the soda. and others I really don’t remember, was it extreme yes, was I perfect no. Walking on egg shells, being choked and pinned against the wall, being slapped, I wasn’t  just sexually, mentally,

physically and verbally abused by someone I was related to. I did lie, but I chose to make amends, but anything would set this person off. Never having a relationship with this person,  and they still ask why? It’s not because of the mistake I made, it was taking everything to extreme, being physical and never making amends just holding everything over my head, even til this very day you hold everything over my head. You tell everyone I wasn’t the black sheep, I was lying to get attention or

Not telling all the truth.  Which I have, I knew the rules, I broke them, but at I least I can admit everything. You solved everything by being physical, you could never have understand why I was close my dad.  I forgive you, but I will never have a relationship with you. I could never talk to you, with being scolded, or told walking on egg shells. Everything was about how perfect you were. I don’t really care what you say to others, because at least I can be honest with my story, the mistakes I did and what I did was wrong. You will always flip the story to play the victim and no accountability, that’s why I  am big on accountability, telling the truth and being honest and authentic. You change things so it doesn’t look so bad. What matters to me, is telling everything how it was even if

It hurts. You can never amend a burned

bridge. I’m sharing every part,to help others. I’m over the anger, sadness and hurt. We shouldn’t be made to feel guilty for telling the truth. Telling everything, because it shows how we became. We have thrived and survived without you,

Which was held over our heads as well. We couldn’t live without you or survive. Everything we accomplish was because of you. We are given some tools to survive, while the other part we say how we didn’t want our life to be. What matters to me is my reputation, integrity because it’s hard to get respected or believed when you have hurt so many and burned so many bridges.

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