In this episode I talk about what do in regards to how what to do is a euphemism for hopelessness and choosing to do even small things are steps in finding hope. Every aspect of my life has involved a what to do situation. I also talk about how at my age I've missed almost every millennial milestone because of the human rights violations, abuse and exploitation and isolation - how even with dating how inexperienced I am - something like a date would be considered a milestone for me, whereas for another person at 39 it would be so casual - often I wonder if because of this situation and not being sure when I'll get my human rights - if I'm too late for certain aspects of life - such as ever having an actual family as because of this situation I've never had one.