Between the pandemic and the election I have been an emotional wreck for months despite all my efforts to stay calm. Saturday was a watershed day for me as everything finally came to a head and I spent the day laughing one moment, then crying the next. Anyone who knows me would've been surprised to see me in that state but it is a liberating feeling to really embrace my emotions fully. I'm really going to try and stay in that state of emotional honesty going forward because keeping it all in only makes me sicker.