The morning after Nikki Healy died, Steve had a moment in his kitchen with a really big question directed at God.

How do you stand firm in your faith when the questions outnumber the answers? Steve Healy came face to face with this in the days following his wife’s death from stage 4 rectal cancer. In this episode, Steve describes what happened right after Nikki died, guides us through the really hard days following, and how he was processing the deepest of questions.