I've been to few funerals but this one was one that was eye open as this was a test of my belief of heaven. As my grandmother died and her 90 year life even I could testified (even though I didn't) of her years of devotion to the lord and now she is gone and no one can tell where she is we just have to live right and see if we meet her on the other side. But the fact that 90 years of people she met over her lifetime could testified about her devotion to God that is a great resume for heaven and makes you wonder if you live that long or longer what will all the people that will come to your funeral and testified and say? That kinda gave me more motivation to make my dream come through as even though through my eyes I still think there is more I could do in her eyes she truly believe she live her full life on earth and is ready for her place in heaven. so there is still a lot I do not know. so yes I am still young