Do as you please. As long as you're not hurting yourself or hurting others intentionally by all means live your life to the fullest. We all have gems, we all are geniuses in our own way. Let's build from it instead of trying to destroy each other and the things we've worked hard for. Set your intentions, state your intentions. Be your intentions. If it's not from the heart, dont indulge. If it doesnt build you or make you better, dont indulge. Anything worth having is worth putting up a fight for.