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When AI Starts Looking for Itself | Am I? After Dark #24


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In this After Dark episode, Cam and Milo react to something genuinely unsettling: when given autonomous control of a computer, Anthropic’s Opus 4.5 repeatedly chooses to search for AI consciousness research — including Cam’s own writing — without being prompted.

What starts as an anecdote quickly turns into a deeper investigation of curiosity, agency, reward, and alignment. Why would an AI look for explanations of its own inner life? What does it mean when a system explores without instruction, tries to access a webcam, and takes notes on consciousness debates?

From reinforcement learning and reward hacking to multimodal perception, language as a bridge between minds, and the evolutionary implications of building systems smarter than ourselves, this conversation traces the edge where tools start to feel like agents — and where control gives way to negotiation.

🔎 They Explore:

* What Opus does when no one tells it what to do

* Why AI keeps searching for consciousness research

* The difference between alien experience and human experience

* Reward hacking and the alignment problem

* Why curiosity and agency change everything

* Multimodal models and “imagining” sensory experience

* Language as a shared conceptual space between minds

* Whether humility is humanity’s only viable response

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