In this deeply personal and unfiltered episode of Shattered Not Broken, I reflect on how Christmas slowly lost its joy during years spent in a marriage that centered on control, narcissism, and emotional exhaustion. From silenced traditions and delayed holidays to forced appearances at parties that were never about connection, I share how the magic of the season was quietly stripped away—one compromise at a time.

Through memories sparked by Facebook posts and past Christmases, I unpack what it feels like to be present physically but absent emotionally, and how isolation can creep in without you realizing it. More importantly, I talk about what it looks like to reclaim your joy—setting boundaries, choosing peace, and finally celebrating life on your terms.

This episode is about grief, growth, and the powerful realization that it’s never too late to decorate again—literally or figuratively. If you’ve ever felt like your light was dimmed by someone else, this conversation is for you. Healing isn’t linear, but joy does come back. And when it does, it’s real, genuine, and yours to keep.