In Week 4 of Becoming: Navigating Your Journey of Faith, John Crawford takes us into one of the most defining stages of spiritual growth. The wall. That moment when faith feels hard, disappointment sets in, and we begin to question what God is doing.

With honesty and vulnerability, John shares from his own story of hurt, bitterness, and nearly walking away. He unpacks Psalm 73 and the journey of Asaph, a worship leader who almost lost his footing when envy and self focus clouded his vision. It is a powerful reminder that walls are not signs of failure. They are pivot points. Moments where we either drift further from God or choose to surrender more deeply.

This message speaks to anyone who feels stuck, overlooked, frustrated, or spiritually dry. It gently exposes the danger of bitterness and self pity, while offering a hopeful path forward through obedience and trust. If you are at a crossroads in your faith, this episode will help you see that the wall is not the end of your story. It might just be the place where God shapes you most