In this tape, I open up about one of the hardest seasons of my life — a season marked by loss, confusion, and heartbreak. I share the story of my daughter Aya, the challenges my wife and I faced during her high‑risk pregnancy, the chaos of her early birth, and the pain of losing her shortly after bringing her home. I talk about the anger, the numbness, the questions I had for God, and the moments when I felt completely alone.

But even in the middle of all that pain, God was calling me. Calling me to speak. Calling me to heal. Calling me to share a story I never wanted to tell, because someone else might need it.

This tape is for anyone walking through grief, heartbreak, or a season that doesn’t make sense. It’s a reminder that God is close to the brokenhearted, that He meets us in the mess, and that even when life breaks you, He still holds you.