You cannot love both Jesus Christ and darkness. Darkness is loving evil deeds. Jesus is the Light of this world but when you love darkness you will not come to that Light, you will hate the Light. You will not want to hear about that Light.

Jesus is our salvation from spiritual darkness. If you do not have Christ you are in spiritual darkness and do not belong to God whether you know it or not. Anyone who remains in darkness it is because they love it and ultimately will remain in eternal separation from God.