What happens when you find yourself in darkness? Again?

There are moments in life when darkness feels like something we’ve already faced… something we thought we had already made it through.

This episode has been ready for weeks.

After experiencing another FND episode that began on Easter Sunday, I found myself walking through something familiar. Not as overwhelming as before, but still real. Still present. Still darkness. 

This episode is a reflection on what it means to find yourself in darkness—not just once, but over and over again. Whether that darkness comes through illness, grief, exhaustion, depression, or spiritual questioning, it does not mean you’ve failed.

We look to the Savior—who wept, who felt sorrow, who asked for relief—and yet remained.

If you find yourself in a place that feels heavy, familiar, or discouraging—you are not alone.

And you are not without light.