We are driven by our feelings. We often don't feel like getting up, going to work or cleaning up our house! The worst is not 'feeling' God. Do not beat yourself up! Be still and wait on the Lord! Set special times for Him. Pray throughout the day! Memorize scriptures and reach out to the body of Christ for the reminder of God's promises! The Lord is with you and will never leave you! That is His promise and the scriptures cannot be broken!