What can make me whole again?  Nothing but the blood of Jesus.  The blood of Jesus destroyed the power of sin forever.  Jesus appeared at the end of the ages to become the sacrifice for sin.  The sin question has now been eternally settled.  Please know that all human answers to the existential crisis of being human and human being is found in the sacrifice of Jesus.  Those who seek to answer the existential crisis of being human without Jesus have a flawed major premise and therefore an equally flawed conclusion.