In this candid solo episode, host Avi B. pulls back the curtain on her journey into the law and the surprising reality she found once she arrived. She admits that she once believed the prevailing myth that Big Law would lead to wealth and happily‑ever‑after success—but soon discovered that even firms touting robust DEI initiatives rarely build cultures with Black attorneys in mind. The episode delves into the subtle but damaging forms of racism she experienced in predominantly white firms, where being starved of substantive work makes it impossible to hit billable‑hour targets and advance.

She explains that these experiences, coupled with the fact that Black lawyers have made no real gains in representation over the last decade—still just 5 % of the profession motivated her to create Blk & Barred. Along the way, she also touches on the mental‑health toll of navigating a profession where surveys show lawyers feel burned out and stresses the importance of community for combating isolation and burnout.

If you’ve ever felt alone in your legal career or doubted whether there’s a place for you in a white, male‑dominated profession, this episode reminds you that you’re not alone. Tune in to hear why building community isn’t just empowering, it’s essential to thriving.