In this episode, I open up about the hidden side of healing — the part no one prepares you for. The silence. The fear. The free fall that happens when you finally choose yourself after years of living for everyone else.

I share the deeper layers of my journey: becoming a mother at sixteen, losing myself in responsibility, finding my identity in nursing and leadership, and the moment Ibogaine broke everything open and showed me how to be alone with myself. I talk about stepping away from a career that no longer aligned, facing the quiet, releasing distraction, and learning to sit in stillness without fear.

I also share the role my husband played in supporting my healing, how I reclaimed my voice through this podcast, the spiritual messages from my morning rituals, and the tools that helped me find peace when the loneliness felt heavy.

If you’re in that uncomfortable space between who you were and who you’re becoming… this episode is for you. You’re not broken. You’re not behind. You’re not alone.

You’re coming home to yourself.