Church isn’t something I avoid because of a lack of faith.
I avoid it because my body and mind don’t always cooperate.

In this episode, I talk honestly about living with social anxiety, low blood pressure, low blood sugar, and the very real physical toll that comes with showing up in crowded spaces. I share what it feels like to want God deeply, yet struggle with fear, faintness, and overwhelm—sometimes all at once.

This isn’t a critique of the Church.
It’s a confession of a body that gets tired, an anxious mind, and a faith that’s learning how to show up differently.

If you’ve ever loved God but felt limited by your health, your anxiety, or your capacity—this episode is for you.