We don't know why things happen the way they do, but it's stupid isn't it!? We hate being stuck between a rock and a hard place, not knowing how to get out; WE PUT OUR HEARTS INTO IT. I have said before we can't control, or change anything but I say to you, now, TAKE SOME TIME FOR YOURSELF AND PIVOT (PLAN A, PLAN B, PLAN C...) Do it for YOU!!!