For decades, I stayed silent.

I built a life, earned degrees, spoke in lecture halls, raised children.

But I never spoke this truth — the one buried beneath memory, trauma, and time.

In this episode, I reflect on the moment that finally cracked the silence.

What erupted wasn’t loud or violent — it was gentle. Clear.

A voice inside me said: “Now. It’s time.”

This is the story of why I finally listened.

🌀 Ney. Volcano. Memory.

Thank you for walking with me.

(CW: This episode includes references to PTSD, exile, and intergenerational trauma.)

Ney solo by Shahin.

Production assistance by Stéphane Dandeneau.