These text messages were sent to the number I assume is still held by one person I seek for healing with most:

If I got a peer advocate — I would be traumatized it wasn’t you that came to help after all this time going crazy alone and praying for that

There is no way to buy or earn a friend to go in with you and start getting help — which is what my trauma of having lost my mental life needs

Me with Grok, looking for help

https://grok.com/share/bGVnYWN5LWNvcHk_645c0ff2-c465-4e1e-975b-9afee0cfa415

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