This year, I’ve been sharing my monthly spending on YouTube, with the larger goal to finally getting my financial s**t together. Turning 40, I had a bit of an ‘enough is enough’ epiphany and decided to start no only limiting my spending, but really scrutinising it.

One question I received was from someone who truly did not get it (or me) and wanted to know what my longterm plan was. Surely I wasn’t going to have these rules for myself forever. That was interesting, I hadn’t thought of it but, yes! I probably will.

In the same way that you can’t build muscle and then you’re fit forever, I can’t just ‘fix’ my impulsive, dopamine hunting brain and never worry about it again. I am someone who will likely always have to work on these things, medication or not.

This came up in the second half of April’s budget chat and I decided to put it out as an audio episode for people who would’t have watched that, but who I think would benefit from either, hearing someone explain what they themselves experience, or who need to understand the other side because that’s not at all how their mind works.

Not to be a Russel Brand about it but, I think we can all learn something from my past mistakes here.

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