When I found out I was unexpectedly pregnant I SWORE I would not let my identity change. I wanted to keep my body, my life, my relationship and my identity as close to unchanged as possible. I started to frantically prepare for postpartum fearing that I would struggle with postpartum depression / postpartum anxiety. I vowed to do everything in my power to have a beautiful pregnancy, birth and postpartum. And I DID have a beautiful pregnancy, labor and birth - yet here I am on the other side, one month postpartum in the middle of an identity crisis. I feel rage, I feel anxiety, I feel fear. Everything has changed. My body, my life, my relationship, my day to day life, my personality lol. BUT amongst all of that I also feel an immense amount of healing. I know this process is leading me exactly to where and who I am meant to be. BUT GIRL IS IT HARDT lol. anyways I hope you enjoy this episode.. just know if you're struggling that its okay. I am too. A lot of us are. And we won't struggle forever. ☆ Thanks for watching! ☆ SUBSCRIBE - https://goo.gl/rWvmU2☆ FOLLOW ME - ☆ Instagram – itsmesarahmarie333 - https://www.instagram.com/itsmesarahmarie333 ☆ Tik Tok - https://www.tiktok.com/@itsmesarahmarie333 ☆ Apple Music Mirrors Podcast - https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/mirrors/id1701290781 ☆ Spotify Mirrors Podcast - https://open.spotify.com/show/5xsnwOiTlBPUII6b1MQ23D☆ For business inquiries email: [email protected]#postpartum #postpartumanxiety #postpartumrage #healing #breakuphealing #postpartum #motherhood #coolmom