Why you don't go to AA. Because alcoholics anonymous fails most people who try to get sober. The twelve steps don't work for most people. This is why.

THE ANTI AA CONCEPT WEBSITE
https://www.theantiaaconcept.com/

Books for recovery
THE SMALL BOOK: HOW I BEAT ALCOHOLISM AND WHY ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS DOESN'T WORK.

THE SHEPHERD AND THE RUNNINGWOLF: A PATH TO FORGIVENESS ON THE PACIFIC CREST TRAIL

REINVENTION OF SELF: HOW TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE AND BEING FOREVER