In this episode, I share my personal journey of questioning, wrestling, and seeking to understand Jesus in His true context. From wondering how love could be the center of His message when the Old Testament often feels full of anger, to imagining what it would’ve been like to anticipate the Messiah as an ancient Israelite, I unpack 3 reflections from my journey. I also share the reading plan I’ve created to better grasp the anticipation of the Messiah and how it’s reshaping the way I encounter Jesus today.