Recording these audio idiots and then writing these clip details is one of the best I can fight and stand up for my life. That does matter. Not to Jimbo, my piece of shit, adoptive father and the rest of my adoptive family. Who is significantly worse than the Manson and Adam's family combined. Fuck it, worse than the Munsters as well. I would rather have grown up penniless in an orphanage than by these cold murderous creatures. I say creatures because their actions resembles nothing that indicates humanlike characteristics. One quote I heard years ago states *the most identify characteristic of being human is our ability to be inhuman towards one another". I find that very apropos, fuck you Corn dog, and applicable to my life. One new item I learned last night that even the Devil, Satan or the Dark Father even loves his servants or children. Fuck it. Sign me up. Apparently, he has been keeping an eye on me lately. I don't know what to make of what happened but I am sure the answer will reveal itself to me. Humans require love and acceptance and being part of something. No man is an island. No man is an apple either. But the point of that phrase is to state that we are not meant to be alone and we will search for love and friends or family even if it's with the wrong people ....beware of my "new friends" they seem to be of preternatural sources. They seem to have welcomed and protect.... As strange as that sounds. Hey, Stranger Things have happened.