WTF, Its Like Dat Yo!?!

When you think you have it together but everything is still a complete fuckin mess. Were always working on ourselves, our lives, or mind, body, and spirit. The bricks are laid the foundation is forming. The walls begin to go up. We can start to imagine what all this hard work is going to look like. Then... the walls come crumbling down!!!

Im lost in the moment, and trying to surrender. Where is God leading me? So many variables and several doors to open and nothing but a Higher Power maybe some intuition guiding us.

Constantly evolving is a choice! I choose to lose my old self and grow into my new self. There will always be factors in our lives that will challenge these decisions. I speak on the feelings and thoughts that can cloud or twist these thoughts.... Just a quick flex on breaking old Patterns!

I'm on this never ending journey of being mindful of Anger. The vibrations and how they effect me and people around me. The sickness vs healthy The battle between Positivity and Negativity.

Tired of the skin your in? Change is a process but do we always have to be labeled by society or our peers around us that it is inevitable... Our minds can be our worst enemy, Lets make them our greatest ally.

My Lord where do we begin everyone??? It doesn't matter because I'm back still in this recovery gang and its real. Recap is as follows, the last year as we left off in August, sober living drama, incarceration, family, friends.

I've been here for years!!!!! Welcome back! it's been 7 months and gonna be a few more... There's drama, action, and the satire won't end with raw, uncut, uncensored stories I'm about to share, so stay tuned my friends. The marathon continues...

Ohh!!! MEMORIES. 3 years! Since I've moved to Madison, Wisconsin from Chicago, Illinois. What a mind f**k google photos can be when it reminds us of a time not that long ago... It feels like for...evvver. When it wasn't but the things that happened changed my life!

Holli Howard is a trauma-informed life coach, gentle guide, and founder of Positive Living Coaching. She helps women who've experienced childhood trauma overcome emotional numbness and low self-worth so they can build emotional freedom, reconnect with themselves, and live with greater confidence and joy. Her warm, solution-focused approach is rooted in self-awareness, kindness, and the power of perspective.

The reality of the pain, the trials and tribulations of this disease. It's a full circle on °360 I Thank God and have been through the depths of hell and back in order to finally have this day come and now I share it with the recovery community to prove to you all the program works! Amen 🙏🏽