I've been here for years!!!!! Welcome back! it's been 7 months and gonna be a few more... There's drama, action, and the satire won't end with raw, uncut, uncensored stories I'm about to share, so stay tuned my friends. The marathon continues...

Ohh!!! MEMORIES. 3 years! Since I've moved to Madison, Wisconsin from Chicago, Illinois. What a mind f**k google photos can be when it reminds us of a time not that long ago... It feels like for...evvver. When it wasn't but the things that happened changed my life!

Holli Howard is a trauma-informed life coach, gentle guide, and founder of Positive Living Coaching. She helps women who've experienced childhood trauma overcome emotional numbness and low self-worth so they can build emotional freedom, reconnect with themselves, and live with greater confidence and joy. Her warm, solution-focused approach is rooted in self-awareness, kindness, and the power of perspective.

The reality of the pain, the trials and tribulations of this disease. It's a full circle on °360 I Thank God and have been through the depths of hell and back in order to finally have this day come and now I share it with the recovery community to prove to you all the program works! Amen 🙏🏽

Fighting for that contentment of existence only to realize it might never happen?!? Or will it? Finding comfortability in an uncomfortable world. Where does the pure happiness begin and when are we considered no longer comfortably numb... ?!?

The struggle is real people!!! We break down on the current low down and try to answer the ultimate question ⁉️, Why⁉️ Why are we doing this, what's the point??? Are there benefits to this emotional, stressful thing called life? T-Bones attempt at love again and we touch base on Daddy issues while we laugh 😂 and shed some tears 😭

What is it that you have substituted for drugs and alcohol?!? I clearly have issues I describe the many solutions to subsequently destroy those unhealthy habits and build new ones over time.

Finally catching up with T-Bone, and realizing that the Struggle is Real... An our true thoughts on what is really hurting on this journey of recovery, and where the hell has he been?!?

When everything is amazing, living life on life's terms, exercising, eating good, attending meetings, makin' money but still spiraling down that dark deep abyss.....

February 2022 its been three years since I've moved to Wisconsin from Illinois. I'm examining the profound sign I was blind too when a Bald Eagle first appeared to me in my life and the unforeseen symbolism I neglected to see as I got sober.