Do you want to get well? Consider the following: What is driving you? Have you grown complacent? Do you often believe the lies of the enemy? What is paralysing you at the moment? Where is your focus? What is stealing your joy? What is stealing your time away from prioritising God and His word? Do you really want to get well, or have you allowed your condition or your fear to become your identity? 

John 5:6 (AMP): “When Jesus noticed him lying there [helpless], knowing that he had been in that condition a long time, He said to him, “Do you want to get well?”