all props

society so genocidal

got my mindset homicidal

got my lifestyle suicidal

put my mouth around the rifle

suck and swallow till my mind fill

up with lead my brain go bye bye

close my eyes and whisper night night

ideation

drive me crazy

bury me in bullet casings

pour another cup and lace it

poison doesn't leave no traces

all i see is blurry faces

fall asleep and never wake up

criss cross apple sauce

bitch you got me pissed off

bout to fire off a shot

sound like a road warrior pop

what a rush what a vibe

all this death brings me to life

bring the doom bring the pain

gonna make you feel my shame

get the blade, get the knife

Gonna bleed you till ur dry

stick a needle in your eye

kiss the girls make em cry

all this violence from the state

got me feelin so enraged

say you better best behave

say you better never change

they say that this is gods way

Your gender was ordained

Long ago in heaven, before you were ever made

you were brought into this world just to procreate

populate the heavens, so don’t ever masturbate

to spill the seed that god gave would be such a waste

threw out the plan for my salvation

gave into all my temptation

all this shit that i been facing

let the pain and fear embrace me

emptiness is all that waits me

as i confront death and take it

i was born up high but i’ll die down below

a transgender soul isn’t something i chose - word other than transgender idk too on the nose

they laid their hands upon my head, and gave me a gift

speaking in tongues, is how i learned to spit

can’t even slit my wrists lest i slip into outer darkness,

Pure Nothingness all that exists

always stay fried cuz it keep me bimbofied

brain smooth no thought inside

can't feel trauma that i hide

otherwise, if im not high,

dysphoria takes up my time

like a chick thats on the side

i remain preoccupied

with the pain inside my mind

no exit and no outside

letting out my final sighs

death is truth and life's a lie

Along the way i lost my sight

find myself on a ride

chasing dragons till i die

drive off the cliffside,

Try to touch the sky

like i can fly

off the ledge, third eye blind

suicide, end my life

Big sleep good night