(Verse)
pour another cup just to help me ease the pain
Once my eyes are closed I could feel it all again
barely even talk you’re the person I could vent to
How this silence seem so loud I could hear you drop a pen
I’ve been working on myself so my phone stays on 'do not disturb'
They told me that life’s a gift yet it feels like a curse
I’m Tryna keep myself afloat but there are waves I can't surf
And I’ve been trying even though I’m discouraged
I put my heart on this verse
You accept all my flaws ima lost cause
And still I’m picking at from the scar that once caused
Mental stress got me drained I’m so exhausted
Now a days I’m guarding my spirit that’s on god
so I spilled my heart with this pen
therapeutically this music had me rappen again
you knew me and my depression had a tandem for years
But I’m a man and i can't fathom these tears
Let’s keep keeping on
(Verse)
Waking up with cold sweats on the sheets defeated and I’m afraid I might
Pull some shit I’d regret I’m tryna break this fight
In the studio spilling my thoughts late at night
Know it’s in my nature I ruin it more than I make it right
Heart frozen and nobody knows
Aint complacent got nowhere to go
Yeah yeah
me and my demon had a tandem for years
But I’m a man so i can handle these tears
Talk to em