I am not you word and since you used gift in speech and word written to bolster your dominance over marginalized vulnerable peoples, albeit by choice, you can pay for your own crimes. Women could not save a drowned feces in a toilet with ova. You are condemned as truth of crimes against humanity. You are that weak that you prey on mercy and consult without license psychology of prohibition of spirit. It, like you, are illegal and sold to hell for your arrogance of pride. I have made worlds so that you will search for tampons endlessly in agony of claim to rites not afforded clergy or priest.