You gotta go back sometimes to get the revelation! Sometimes it's in the going back that GOD shows you were u are. It's not only vital to your future but its all what shaped you today!!!!. You can't have abandonment issue and you never was abandoned. You can't know your a rejectable person if you never felt reject!! You get the picture! Find out what's keeping you spinning over!! I love you .peace. share,post,support most importantly STAY HOPEFUL!! DONT GIVE UP ! STAY THE COURSE!!!