Your hope and the ability to wait and trust God for His time will not perish as long as your faith doesn’t waive.  Your solution isn’t in the hopeless day and night weeping but your weeping in His presence may provoke mercy and compassion as Hanna experienced at Shiloh. If you choose to adopt a child, it isn’t a sin if you can afford the cost and go through the right process. Woe unto him that put his trust in man and not in the name of the living God of Israel. Regardless of the multitudes of men, their inventions, and exceptional wisdom, they are still men and not God; There is none to trust like our Most High God. There is a cost, fee, and subscription to pay to men but a call to God is 24/7/365 toll-free; If you ignore to make a call to the Prince of Peace forget about the calming of your storm.