Rundown: I need to see benefits to try hard, if I don't see the point in doing something I ain't gonna do it, I think school is pointless, I just wanna help people LMAO, finding a specific skill to excel in is hard, the desire to learn everything, please don't waste your 20's, your life is precious so don't take it for granted, today's challenge: don't talk about love, I'm slowly finding myself again, don't let go of the thing you're passionate about, the concerts I've been to, I refuse to watch anything related to SZA's tour, what outfits to wear at Coachella, "Until I'm 20" to do list, my brain works better at night, I need to have a balanced life, I don't want to grow up, I want to be content, you are privileged, I had an epiphany,