Trigger warning! This episode will have the mention of suicide and self harming.  You’re not alone in this mental health battle. Jesus will take you out of this pain and will heal you. Walk with Him and He will show you and expose all that is wrong and will fix it. As well as my personal advice on things can also help on your road to recovery. Remember comparing herself as the ultimate thief of joy. Don’t allow that to happen. Ask the Lord to help you stop doing that and bring you to a place of peace and bring on your journey with him to what he has called you to do. He will elevate you and put you in rooms you never thought imagine. Jesus loves you. God bless.