Sometimes it's hard to believe that I'm 36. School didn't prepare me for any of this! It's also amazing how much I've changed since I was younger. Yet the more I change and grow, the more I stay the same.

Observing a man in late 50s at a bar at 8am on a Tuesday can raise some questions. What makes a barfly? What are they looking for? What are they hoping to achieve? Do they not know they can get a bottle of karkov vodka for five bucks and get drunk at home? I open my brain and let the sickness flow as I try to understand barflies.

Some people over protect and coddle their kids and it turns their kids into little shits. Some people don't pay enough attention to their kids and they end up getting raped by a high school cheerleader with a coat hanger.  What was my up bringing like? What kind of parent will I be? Why was I such a jerk to my mom?

Welcome to episode zero of the Brain Sick podcast! I use this episode to introduce myself and try to find out what the hell are you?

What makes a man tick? Am I an angry person?  Today I reflect on my so called "anger issues" and dive deep into what really pisses me off and how I deal with it.

Dreams are all some people have. It's all that keeps them going. But some people just have nightmares. Whats the difference between a nightmare and a dream? Can you die in a dream? And why do I say and do random creepy shit in my sleep??

We all have stupid useless hobbies. One of mine is People watching. Its simply sitting down at a crowded place, observing people, and creating weird, extensive, fictional, backstories for people you see. Is it just me exercising my imagination? Is it me trying to make myself feel better? Or is it my inner demons trying to peak out and say hi?

On the Sunday before Memorial Day of 2017 I suffered a skull fracture that gave me the ailments I currently suffer from. So what exactly happened that night? How much is expensive scotch to blame? Is there a serial killer in Franksville??