shits real

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i miss u

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I'm sorry babies. I'm sorry mom. I'm sorry your honor. I just wanted to be a dad. That's all

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losing myself, finding my pain. it hurts more than you could ever imaging

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Here we rant

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Started out really rough. Ended... ok? Missing my babies, looking ahead too

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No more Mr. Nice Guy, AKA push over.

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Dreamin of my ladies

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Getting into the pain, the torture, and how sobering it all has been.

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What's in it for you?

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