Now that I'm approaching birth for the second time, I've decided to share with you my deep contemplations of how this pregnancy has been preparing me. 

In an unexpected way I've needed to integrate many details of my first birth. Eventhough my daughter was born at home and came out perfectly, I've needed to come to terms with the many ways my primal needs weren't accommodated. 

For this pregnancy I chose a "wild pregnancy" - no doctors, no tests, just me and my instinctual guidance. It has blown my mind to see how profound and precise this journey has been in comparison to my first. 

It is simply because there was no external influence messing with the primal voice of the mother; the primal voice of the dark feminine.